6 years pud and the pain is not going away i miss you so much and i love you with all my heart always will wish i chould hold you,and you chould hold me the only time i felt safe wait for me pud love you forever xxx
i thought if i try and move on the pain would go ,.. but oh my god ..the pain is still burning into my heart and soul 1million miles an hour,..my life is crap with out you pud,.and im a fool thinking there is a somebody eles,..cos thay ant..
a whole painful year has gone,iv missed you every seconed,every min every hour of every day,..still carnt take in you are not here in body.never chould belive how i chould miss anyone as much as i miss you pud..xx
when dose the cryin stop...
your little legs joshy misses you so very much ,..he love you very much ..and all ways will..love you dad..xxx
all this time has passed and im still at 26 may 07 carnt move on, wont move on wont leave you behind im to in love my beautiful eddie,..i love you..xxx
i would cut out my own heart and give it to you ,if it ment it would bring you back..x
well christmas is almost upon us ,but no happy christmas for us pud cos your not here,my love for you is for ever more ,..i dont no how im still alive ..i want to be with you if you came for me tonight that would be my best christmas present pud..xxx
i need to be with you ..come take me..x
the pain,i have no life now your gone, il never ever love anyone ever again..i love you..so much my pud..x
my love for you pud will never die,..please wait my angel we will be together again please wait for me..xx
every morning and every night and in my dreams you are on my mind pud,..i want you so so bad ..need to hold you,i love you,..xx
are love is the most beautiful thing that has ever ented my life ,thank you ed for allowing me to be your love..x
please make th e angels come for me ..i need you ..how i need you pud..xx
its your birthday,..wes came,wes helps ,hes misses you ,as much as me,..your two best mates ..and we always will be..xx
its the eve of your birthday pud,..no words can say how i feel...
death dose not stop love,..ours is for ever..x
my heart has gone i feel cold and my life is pointless..
i love you eddie noon and always will..xxx
i really feel like my heart has been cut out pud,..still carnt take in that you have gone..it hurts so bad ..
if every body in this world,had a heart and mind like eddie j noon,..there would be no war,no hate,just love,care,and compassion..
if there is anyone or anything up there..i have one thing to ask,.....WHY??
if death is ever beautiful,yours was ,and i was there holding you in my arms ,wispering those 3 special words in you ear,as you whent to find the angels,..
im so in love with you ed ,i always will be,..please wait for me,..x
he loves me even after death..i no your there..
there is no meaning to life now your not here..
when i look at your beautiful smile pud i still get butterflys in my tum,..
i have seen your face in the clouds pud,your smile lit up the sky, and i can feel your strength in the wind..
the day ed stopped breathing ,i also died to,..
I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.